昆明 麗江

我很蠢

　

　我知道自己很笨。但是有人救了我。ㄎㄎ






　"Wonderwall"


Today is gonna be the day

That they're gonna throw it back to you

By now you should've somehow

Realised what you gotta do

I don't believe that anybody

Feels the way I do about you now

Backbeat the word was on the street

That the fire in your heart is out

I'm sure you've heard it all before

But you never really had a doubt

I don't believe that anybody feels

The way I do about you now

And all the roads we have to walk are winding

And all the lights that lead us there are blinding

There are many things that I would

Like to say to you

but I don't know how

Because maybe ,You're gonna be the one that saves me ?

And after all You're my wonderwall

Today was gonna be the day?

But they'll never throw it back to you

By now you should've somehow

Realised what you're not to do

I don't believe that anybody

Feels the way I do

About you now

And all the roads that lead you there were winding

And all the lights that light the way are blinding

There are many things that I would like to say to you

I don't know how

I said maybe

You're gonna be the one that saves me ?

And after all

You're my wonderwall

I said maybe

You're gonna be the one that saves me ?

And after all

You're my wonderwall

Said maybe

You're gonna be the one that saves me

You're gonna be the one that saves me

You're gonna be the one that saves me

這一夜我睡不著

　
　這一夜我睡不著。

　我正在思念一個人，內心裏，充滿無限惆悵。太多、太多話語無法吐露，這是我的遺憾。此時，我不想說話，不想開即時通，不想打電話，什麼都不想。只願我手中能有一隻菸，抽離我的哀愁。前兩年，我正在陽台偷偷點燃剛買的紅大衛，不久，傳來一聲不熟悉卻又常聽到的聲音：「叫他少抽點嘛！」我想，她是早知道的。那年剛好18歲，是法規可以抽菸的年齡。白煙，緩緩上升......愛恨交織、盤根錯節、強說愁的隱沒在天邊，順著清風，漂流到天涯各一方。在她的世界裡，沒有太多的煩惱，只有如何「活著」。誰管做了些什麼事情，對不起，當時每一個人都這樣，更別說什麼規定不規定的。也是因為這樣，才開創無限的未來。
　
　小樹，也漸漸長成大樹。發散的樹枝上，長滿了綠葉。一片盎然氣息，輕述生命的循環。

　是的，我正在想念一個人，她在我心中的地位，比我自己還高。誰都沒有辦法取代她的位置。這一晚，不會更沉重了。
　
　我......我......哽咽.......
　
　眼淚在眼框直打轉，誰能幫我呢？沒有誰，也沒有什麼可以幫我的。
　

　
　

Duality

　
　挖開我的胸膛，咀嚼大動脈，啃著心藏。鮮紅色從幫浦裏噴出……
　
　我只想說，幹你媽的我炸你全家。


　Slipknot - Duality


　





I push my fingers into my eyes

我把我的手指插入我的眼睛

It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache

這是唯一的方法可以延緩痛苦

But it's made of all the things I have to take

但是這全部是我所必須自己所承受的

Jesus it never ends, it works it's way inside

耶穌是無止境的 它只在他的方法內有效

If the pain goes on...

假如痛苦繼續



I have screamed until my veins collapsed

我尖叫直到我的血管爆裂

I've waited as my time's elapsed

我已經等到我的時間消失

Now all I do is live with so much fate

現在所有我能做的是與命運活下去

I've wished for this, I've bitched at that

我已經期許這個 我已經不鳥那個

I've left behind this little fact

我已經從這小小的事實走出

You cannot kill what you did not create

你不能殺掉你還沒製造的東西



I've gotta say what I've gotta say

我想要說我想要說

And then I swear I'll go away

然後我發誓我會走開

But I can't promise you'll enjoy the noise

但我不能承諾你會享受這些噪音

I guess I'll save the best for last

我猜我將會保留最好或最後的

My future seems like one big past

我ㄉ未來看似一個好大的過去

You're left with me 'cause you left me no choice

你離開我是因為你沒選擇的離開



(I push my fingers into my) eyes

(我把我的手指插入我的)眼睛

It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache

這是唯一的方式可以延緩我的痛苦

If the pain goes on, I'm not gonna make it!

假如痛苦持續延續 那我可不會做!!



Put me back together or separate the skin from bone

把我組合起來 或是把我的皮骨分開

Leave me all the pieces, then you can leave me alone

離開我所有的碎片 然後你就可以離開留我在這

Tell me the reality is better than the dream

告訴我事實比作夢好

But I found out the hard way - nothing is what it seems

但我找到一條更硬(困難)的方式-看到什麼都不是什麼



(I push my fingers into my) eyes

It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache

But it's made of all the things I have to take

Jesus it never ends, it works it's way inside

If the pain goes on, I'm not gonna make it!

(此段同上)



All I've got - all I've got is insane

所有我得到的-所有我得到的是瘋狂(或是病態)的



(I push my fingers into my) eyes

It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache(痛;叫物理性質的說法)

But it's made of all the things I have to take

Jesus it never ends, it works it's way inside

If the pain goes on, I'm not gonna make it!



All I've got - all I've got is insane





歌詞是我從奇摩找的

七>九

　如果說有人推薦我看朱家三姊妹的書，我會想去看朱西甯的作品。
　又或者，有人叫我看九把刀的著作，那我可能選比九小二的七等生的小說。（硬要扯在一起）
　新與舊，沒有誰一定比較好，只是新的是否青出於藍。假如沒有，那我們又何必一味追求新的。
　我不認為「現代」所代表一定是好的，尤其是在文學上，要怎樣現代，如何文學是我們可以仔
　細思考的。
　
　Terra Naomi's "Say It's Possible"

　

　　　　　　　i see the lights are turning and i look outside
　　　　　　　the stars are burning through this changing time
　　　　　　　it could have been anything we want
　　　　　　　it's fine, salvation was just a passing thought
　　　　　　　it was just a passing thought

　　　　　　　don't wait, act now
　　　　　　　this amazing offer won't last long
　　　　　　　it's only a chance to pave the path we're on
　　　　　　　i know there are more exciting things to talk about
　　　　　　　and in time we'll sort it out
　　　　　　　and in time we'll sort it out

　　　　　　　and though they say it's possible
　　　　　　　to me, i don't see how it's probable
　　　　　　　i see the course we're on spinning farther from what i know
　　　　　　　i'll hold on
　　　　　　　tell me that you won't let go
　　　　　　　tell me that you won't let go

　　　　　　　and the truth is such a funny thing
　　　　　　　with all these people
　　　　　　　keep on telling me
　　　　　　　they know what's best
　　　　　　　and what to be frightened of
　　　　　　　and all the rest are wrong
　　　　　　　they know nothing about us
　　　　　　　they know nothing about us


　　　　　　　and though they say it's possible
　　　　　　　to me, i don't see how it's probable
　　　　　　　i see the course we're on spinning farther from what i know
　　　　　　　i'll hold on
　　　　　　　tell me that you won't let go
　　　　　　　tell me that you won't let go

　　　　　　　i'm not alright

　　　　　　　and though they say it's possible
　　　　　　　to me, i don't see how it's probable
　　　　　　　i see the course we're on spinning farther from what i know
　　　　　　　i'll hold on
　　　　　　　tell me that you won't let go

　　　　　　　and though they say it's possible
　　　　　　　to me, i don't see how it's probable
　　　　　　　i see the course we're on spinning farther from what i know
　　　　　　　i'll hold on
　　　　　　　tell me that you won't let go
　　　　　　　tell me that you won't let go

　　　　　　　this could be something beautiful
　　　　　　　combine our love into something wonderful
　　　　　　　but times are tough i know
　　　　　　　and the pull of what we can't give up takes hold

批評

　善意的批評是一件好事。很多事情礙於自見，變得無法瞭解背後身後的意義，那其實蠻可惜的。

特別推薦音樂人小樹的ｂｌｏｇ
你把我的搖滾樂怎麼了





沒有煙抽的日子
作詞：王丹　作曲：張雨生

沒有煙抽的日子　沒有煙抽的日子
我總不在你身旁
而我的心裡一直　以你為我的唯一的
唯一的一份希望

天黑了　路無法延續到黎明
我的思念一條條鋪在
那個灰色小鎮的街頭
你們似乎不太喜歡沒有藍色的鴿子飛翔　啊～


手裡沒有煙那就劃一根火柴吧
去抽你的無奈
去抽那永遠無法再來的一縷雨絲　喔～

在你想起了我以後
又沒有煙抽的日子　喔～


這首歌的作曲跟歌詞都很棒

西瓜

　我愛吃西瓜

老實說，我超痛恨搖滾樂　　襪靠　難聽死了

自以為搖滾　　不知道什麼鬼

呿…　拜託不要讓我聽到搖滾樂　　謝謝

感官駕馭(鋼琴版)

這首歌回聲樂團的感官駕馭,是我很喜愛的一首歌


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　感官駕馭

驀然間我又再次捲入這莫名的哀愁
迷樣的眼透露你的冷漠憔悴而雍容
蟄伏的心卻不知該如何掙脫
終究是個錯

於是我的在這失眠的夜仰望著星空
昏暗的天沒有一絲星火只剩無盡的沉默
寂靜的夜凝滯了我一身創痛
不願再追究

多少次我幻想這世界眩化成了夢
舉目所及的一切不過只是胡亂的拼湊
而一切 思緒交錯 情感煽動
只是知覺的暫留
是否 這是種錯
是否 是種淪落
是否 人們一直在尋求靈魂的解脫

驀然間我又再次捲入這莫名的哀愁
舉目所及的一切不過只是胡亂的拼湊
而一切 思緒交錯 情感煽動
只是知覺的暫留
是否 這是種錯
是否 是種淪落
是否 人們一直在尋求靈魂的解脫

多種不同的身分與性格

　每每遇見不同的人，習慣性分析一個人，用不同的方式與不同人相處，套一句俗語：「見人說人話，見鬼說鬼話。」又或者說是把自己包裝得很好，外人無法看出自己壞的一面。記得一位同學說：「你的面具帶很深喔！」或許他是開玩笑吧，卻讓我反省好久。什麼時候，開始變成這副模樣？我想大概是在被某老師精神虐待時開始的，但也有可能是在我與同學們無法打成一片時，然後藏匿真話、真心，開始說出一些大家都喜歡的話。
　個人是很討厭裝瘋賣傻，但不知天高地厚的大放厥詞，常常得罪到一些人。後來，我學會了一件事情，就是默默的去做，等到完成了誰也不能說什麼閒話。有位朋友在網誌寫過一段話，大概是說他以前會想要告訴別人一些理念，但是有位老師告訴他：「把理念實際表現在生活上，時間久了就能理念讓大家感受到，那可是比一整天掛在嘴上講強多了。」（這是依我自己感想寫的，並非原文）事情就這個樣子，那段話也深深影響到我。
　對於我愛的人，是想把我所有的一切都讓對方暸解，讓她知道我真正的想法與個性。在我愛的人面前，我不想偽裝，不想逞強，不想欺騙。我也希望我能做好每個我應當做的，我希望我會是個好情人、朋友、丈夫、父親、小孩。心中所愛的，我都願意付出一切，只因為想得到對方的愛。
　最近心中有些感觸，但我知道這都是往前更進一步的開始。關於愛與信任的開端。
　

young folks

這首歌，是我一個朋友介紹給我的，聽了之後就上癮了。
我再貼一次　　這次還附歌詞 如果有老大級的看見 就送給您了～




if i told you things i did before
told you how i used to be
would you go along with someone like me
if you knew my story word for word
had all of my history
would you go along with someone like me

i did before and had my share
it didn't lead nowhere
i would go along with someone like you
it doesn't matter what you did
who you were hanging with
we could stick around and see this night through

and we don't care about the young folks
talkin' 'bout the young style
and we don't care about the old folks
talkin' 'bout the old style too
and we don't care about our own folks
talkin' 'bout our own style
all we care about is talking
talking only me and you

usually when things has gone this far
people tend to disappear
no one would surprise me unless you do

i can tell there's something goin' on
[Young Folks lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com]

hours seem to disappear
everyone is leaving i'm still with you

it doesn't matter what we do
where we are going to
we can stick around and see this night through

and we don't care about the young folks
talkin' 'bout the young style
and we don't care about the old folks
talkin' 'bout the old style too
and we don't care about our own folks
talkin' 'bout our own style
all we care about is talking
talking only me and you

and we don't care about the young folks
talkin' 'bout the young style
and we don't care about the old folks
talkin' 'bout the old style too
and we don't care about our own folks
talkin' 'bout our own style
all we care about is talking
talking only me and you
talking only me and you

talking only me and you
talking only me and you